so absent-minded but fully present
These past few days have been so real, pure and simple.
I laughed because I wanted to. I talked about things I wanted to and when I wanted to. I was forever more myself.
I remember that there was this moment on the last day at a restaurant in Melbourne, where I accidentally caught my mind detached from my body for a split second. It was as if I was watching the whole situation from a third eye. The words I spoke, I could hear echoing as if someone else had mentioned them. and in that moment I realized, that's "honrai no jibun". I was so authentically, purely, truly enjoying every bit of the situation. That me was me, so caught up in the moment, so absent-minded, but fully present. It's like you're high and find yourself in a trance of giggle. Or when you're with someone you're so in love with, that no matter the conversation, you're having an awesome time.
That me, was me without any bullshit.
To be a good person and to be a real person.
That comes first and foremost. Other things will follow.
I laughed because I wanted to. I talked about things I wanted to and when I wanted to. I was forever more myself.
I remember that there was this moment on the last day at a restaurant in Melbourne, where I accidentally caught my mind detached from my body for a split second. It was as if I was watching the whole situation from a third eye. The words I spoke, I could hear echoing as if someone else had mentioned them. and in that moment I realized, that's "honrai no jibun". I was so authentically, purely, truly enjoying every bit of the situation. That me was me, so caught up in the moment, so absent-minded, but fully present. It's like you're high and find yourself in a trance of giggle. Or when you're with someone you're so in love with, that no matter the conversation, you're having an awesome time.
That me, was me without any bullshit.
To be a good person and to be a real person.
That comes first and foremost. Other things will follow.
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